Cresting The Wave, Part III: Arming The Undaunted

In the last few posts here, I've been hinting at something I've been super excited about lately. I've had a ton of stuff changing and going wild in my personal life (if you're the praying type, my mom, my aunt, and my family in general would greatly appreciate your prayers), and as a result my stress has been high, my pain levels have been just on the edge of unbearable, and my psychological symptoms are much worse than usual.

I needed something to distract me, a way to exercise my creative muscles in a different way than usual. So instead of working on catching up my writing tasks (I'm almost there though) or beating myself up for how abysmally I've failed at accomplishing my goals this quarter, I let myself get sucked into researching Meghan Markle's Coat of Arms, given to her by the Queen of England when Meghan Markle married Prince Harry. I let myself be drawn into the romance of the tradition, the magic of the symbolism. And then I let myself spend some downtime brainstorming how I might create a Coat of Arms for the Undaunted - for you.

I've already named my readers the Undaunted Army, already changed my language from "subscribe" to "enlist," and I've even changed the format of my Patreon account so that subscribers there are now purchasing their Undaunted Army Officer Commission - complete with rank titles, exclusive perks, and even Army-only merchandise.

But I wanted something everyone could get their hands on, even if they don't want to receive email updates, sign up for a monthly subscription to my Patreon, keep in touch through social media, or even fall in love with the characters in my novels. So much of my content is locked behind dollar signs or subscriptions of some kind - but this blog has always been and will always be free to read. I love that I can share my story through my writing here, that I can use my writing gift to hopefully bless others with the tips and strategies that work for me.

I wanted a way for those readers to engage, too - aside from commenting, sharing, and emailing. I wanted merchandise all of my readers can get their hands on, a way for readers who love this blog to help spread the word about it.

And a Coat of Arms? Well, that fits perfectly, both with my love for symbolism, tradition, and familial community, and with the "Army" style branding I've chosen to adopt. The Coat of Arms is symbolic in so many ways, both as a source of history as well as a way of showing pride and community. Traditionally, the Coat of Arms was used by knights and soldiers - literally emblazoned on a fighters shield as a way to identify him. Later, Coats of Arms became a sort of heirloom, passed from a soldier to his oldest son, etc - and the crest atop the Coat of Arms became a sort of family tradition in many cultures.

It fits the Undaunted community so well. So, working together with a friend of mine who has a sharp eye for design and a willingness to tell me how I could improve the idea, I created this:

As mentioned before, the symbolism in a Coat of Arms in general has always been something important to me - long before I ever thought of creating a Coat of Arms for any personal reasons, I loved the romance of so much personal meaning all in one place. So without further ado, here is the breakdown of symbolism behind the Undaunted Army Coat of Arms.

Pink is pretty self-explanatory - Pink is part of my general brand, both in my novel-publishing and in my writing here. It is both a nod to my feminine nature and desire to nourish myself, my daughters, and my community, and a general choice simply because pink appeals to me. I chose grey/silver for my brand for several reasons: one, because it looks nice with the pink; and two, because silver and stainless steel are my favorite metals.

For this, I chose a simply shaped quarter-divided shield because I like things to be simple and clear. However, to reflect my love of things pretty and stylized, I chose to have my simple shield backed with flourishes. These particular flourishes remind me (depending on the mood I'm in when I look at them) of the uncontrolled determination of the wild rise and fall of the ocean and the unbridled power of a fire once it reaches full steam. Occasionally, I see leaves in the flourishes too - for me, a revolving symbol of the way life cycles through phases, dying out in autumn only to feed and create rebirth and new life in spring. Below the shield is the ribbon bearing the word UNDAUNTED, a word which has come to hold great meaning for me personally and one which I hope my community would be proud to embrace.

  • WHEAT: Proudly atop the shield (in the traditional place of a crested helmet) is the tip of a sheaf of wheat, chosen for several reasons, the most simple of which is this Sandra Kring quote, which has stuck like a blade in my mind ever since the very first time I encountered it: "Be like the single blade of grass, for she too, has been trampled on, mowed down, and hit with such bitterly cold stretches that she had to shut down to survive. Yet still, she stands upright with dignity, knowing that she endures, and still she dances with the wind." This quote made me cry when I first read it, and I've carried it close to my heart ever since because it acknowledges strength and resilience despite incredible odds - and a field of wheat (which is a grass) is like the Undaunted community, often growing strong and standing tall despite storm, famine, pestilence, and even predator. I also like that wheat is a symbol of resurrection and rebirth, in that as it dies and releases seed from the grains, new wheat is given life. In the Bible, John 12:24 (NIV) quotes Jesus saying, "I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds." In this quote, he was predicting his own death and the birth of the Christian church as it is today. But in reference to the Undaunted Army, the symbolism speaks to the benefit and necessity of sharing our stories as survivors of life's challenges. For it is in having the courage to share our stories of struggle and survival, often "dying" emotionally of shame and ostracism in the process, that we give life to new strength and hope in others. Another quote that bears mentioning here is a wisdom on potential from Vincent Van Gogh, who said, "If I am worth anything later, I am worth something now. For wheat is wheat, even if people think it is a grass in the beginning."
  • BOW & ARROW: Traditionally, a bow used in heraldry is a symbol of readiness for battle - and a bow together with an arrow is a symbol of war and power. Both meanings are fitting for those in the Undaunted Community (particularly the proud members of the Undaunted Army) because as survivors of abuse, addiction, assault, and other forms of traumatic experience, we are warriors in our own rights, powerful and steadfast enough to have survived our challenges - perhaps a little damaged, but standing strong all the same.
  • EAGLE: The phoenix is a symbol of resurrection - a bird that rises from its own ashes to become something newer, stronger, better. In the absence of a suitable phoenix image, I chose a strong and well-respected counterpart: the eagle. Eagles are a symbol of power, strength, and alertness, and in America (Because I'm American) the bald eagle is a symbol of freedom and longevity. In a nod to my maternal Native American ancestry, I'll also mention here that in many Native American traditions, the Eagle was also representative of leadership and vision, both of which I hope to embody and inspire in my readers.
  • LEFT ARMORED FIST/HAND: In heraldry, the arm or armored hand both symbolize leadership, and conjoined right hands symbolize unity and alliance. I like the symbolism of of this in general, especially when applied to what I hope the Undaunted Army will grow to become - but I chose instead a left hand specifically because I am left-handed.
  • QUILL: I wanted something to represent my writing, as it is the way I speak most effectively and the gift I hope to use to support my family in time. Writing in general has been therapeutic for me in countless ways, the first of which was actually birthed by the writing of others. As a reader, I have always loved the power of the written word, and now as a writer, I hope with all my heart to use my own writing in ways that will empower others. Choosing the quill over other possible symbols was my way of giving a nod to the heraldic meaning behind feathers in general, which represent serenity - a valued quality much striven for among the mental health community in general and the Undaunted Army more specifically.

Front and center on the shield of the Undaunted Army Coat of Arms is a simple silver badge bearing a fleur de lis, the common stylized lily created of three petals bound together. Lilies are my favorite flowers (the calla lily, specifically), but I love the fleur de lis specifically for several reasons. One, it's a simple representation of my why, with the three petals representing myself and both of my daughters, bound together by blood and familial loyalty. More symbolically, it could stand for the Holy Trinity, the center of my Christian faith, and a specific credit given to God; in this representation, the binding cord represents the Virgin Mary, of Mother of Jesus, chosen by the Father, endowed with the Spirit. Beyond religious purposes, the personal meaning of the fleur de lis is deepened by the concept of the individual petals as being representative of faith, wisdom, and chivalry - all qualities I hold dear as the seeds of hope, honor, and integrity. My specific choice of the French style over others (the Italian style with included stamens, for example) reflects back on my longtime love of France and the French culture and language.

STAY TUNED FOR more information to come about my plans for usage of the Undaunted Army Coat of Arms both in merchandise and in ways to grow activity among the Undaunted community; in the meantime, find out how you can proudly sport your own Undaunted Coat of Arms here.

If you liked this post, related to it in some way, or know someone who needs to see it, make sure you drop a comment below - I would love your feedback as well as the chance to interact with you! It would also be great if you could share the link to this post with your friends - it helps me get my blog out there, and I love that it brings new exposure to the Undaunted Army and what we hope to accomplish! Be sure you check out my quarterly giveaway page, too - there are several free and easy ways to enter - and members of the Undaunted Army are always eligible for extra entries!

And speaking of the Army, I'd like to personally invite you to take your place among the ranks of those who have fought and survived the battles of life. Addiction, abuse, violence, divorce, parenting, illness, and other traumas are real battles too, and those who suit up to fight every day have a right and an obligation to nurture their own health, well-being, and self-empowerment. But there is strength in numbers, as as a member of the Undaunted Army, you have the hope of knowing that you will never have to fight your battles alone again. Enlist as an Undaunted Army Private for free, or invest in the growing impact of the Army with an Undaunted Army Officer Commission for as little as $1 a month.

However we stay connected, always know that my brand and the Undaunted Army itself are solely built on what I write and who I'm writing it for. "Love Stories and Lifestyle for the Undaunted Woman" isn't just a slogan or a tagline - it's a purpose and a goal, which is why, whether you're a first time reader or a long-time loyal follower ... from the bottom of my heart, I thank you for being here.