Saturday, June 10, 2017

Storytime Saturday: HAUNTED

Recently, Josephine has been reading through the first several books in the Left Behind Kids series - I haven't read the kids series, but I've read the adult ones and I actually attribute much of my Christian testimony to my experiences during the time I was reading those books. But we're a Christian family in general, so between that and our reading material, deep theological discussions are not uncommon for us.

A couple of days ago, we spent the evening in an energetic debate about our theories on the Christian Rapture, the Tribulation period, and other such topics - somehow this led to us talking about whether or not we truly believed in things like spirits and ghosts and demons.

Well, I do. Because I've experienced them. So ...


A few years ago, we lived in a haunted apartment. It was me, Jo, and her dad; he tended to work second-shift, late-night jobs, and so I was often alone in the evenings after I had gotten Joey to bed. Frequently, once the daily homemaker chores had been completed, I would settle in on the couch with a book or something on TV, and I would wait up to greet my guy when he got home from work.

About three or four nights a week, once Josephine had fallen asleep (this I know because at that time I would often check on her throughout the evening), I would hear very slight footsteps pacing the hallway behind me. Softly, like that of an older child who has learned to walk quietly but not quite silently. The footsteps would come to just the edge of the hallway and stop, as if in wait - there would be silence for the space of a moment, and then the steps would turn and go back down the hall, fading into nothingness around halfway. The same silence, and the steps would approach me again.

I don't know if it was because I had a little girl, but I always felt that the presence was a little girl - perhaps a girl in need of security or protection, or maybe only reassurance. I felt the same as I would have had it been my daughter coming up the hallway - except that it wasn't my daughter. Still, after a while of this, I would often get a bit spooked, and then turn somewhat irritated. And I would say to her, "Won't you just go to bed? Everything is fine out here."

To which there would be silence. Utter silence. She didn't walk away, she didn't throw any plates. She would just go silent for the night, to return again later.

Other things happened in that apartment too - things which are simultaneously easy-and-not-easy to explain.

Joey's dad and I had taken the middle-sized room in our three-bedroom apartment, giving the master bedroom to Josephine, who had more toys and more space requirements in order for her messiness to not bleed into the rest of the apartment. As such, our bedroom was neat but somewhat crowded, filled with a queen-sized bed, a pair of nightstands on either side, and an armoire opposite the bed. On my side of the bed, there was a small walkway, slightly interrupted by my great-grandmother's bookshelf, which I had filled to the brim with books of all kinds. On his side was the entry to our small closet.

One night he sat straight up in bed from a dead sleep, and said, "Did you see that rat?"

Well of course I hadn't, because I'd been just on the verge of sleep myself. But I leaned over his lap, to look obligingly over the edge of the bed - and I saw a small dark shadow dart from just beneath the bed. It moved quickly across the small (maybe 18-inch) aisle of walkway on his side of the bed and vanished under the closet door.

So naturally, I insisted that we close the bedroom door, thus trapping whatever was IN THERE in there with us - and then that we rearrange and lift all furniture and belongings, searching for the rat, which was not to be found in the closet. (To be perfectly clear here, by "we" I fully and totally meant "him," the man in charge of keeping the delicate status of my safety protected. Of course.)

Needless to say, there was no rat - only that one dark shadow. That little nagging bit of ... somethingness that still freaks me out to this day. A blob of blackness, a feeling of ... malice? Whatever it was, I have always believed that it lingered in that room. I began to have dreams almost nightly, and slowly became just a little afraid of going down the hall alone at night when it was dark. I could feel ... something there.

Later, when I got pregnant with Eden, we switched rooms with Joey and took the larger bedroom, lest we have any unnecessary sibling issues over things like, "Haha, I got the BIG room." This way, he and I had the master bedroom, Jo had the middle-size room, and Eden would take the smallest room - fair enough, right? And makes perfect sense.

But when we moved Joey into that room ... that was when her nightmares began. It was when she was diagnosed with Oppositional Defiant Disorder. Almost overnight (even though it was so early in my pregnancy that she didn't even know a baby was coming yet), it was when my sweet and easy-going daughter turned into a master of provocation, a competitive and manipulative little person.

She had horrible dreams about floods and burglars and monsters, about rodents and a scary boy names Mike. She had terrible, constantly plaguing anxiety, to the point where we got her an emotional support animal in an effort to hold off putting her on anxiety meds (she was already on meds for ADHD and ODD).

She has told me that believes she was possessed at that time, and describes a feeling of malicious and fear-filled ... fullness ... that would come over her in waves. Waves that also began to wash over me at certain times, when I stood in certain places in the apartment. Waves that stopped when we ended up switching apartments only a year or two later.

We believe the Bible warns us against speaking and communicating with spirits because they are real. Because we have felt their presences, both malicious and otherwise.

What do you believe?

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4 comments:

  1. I will NEVER forget the time on Monroe Street after everyone fell asleep and the dog was sleeping by my feet. I heard feet (sounded like an adult, and felt male) shuffling across the carpet at the foot of my bed. At first I thought maybe my brother had gotten up or something, but when I peeked over the edge of my blanket, there was no one there. I'd have passed it off as being overly tired and hearing things, but that's when the shuffling started again and the dog started growling. There were other instances in that house when things were heard, but that one was by far the scariest since the dog heard it too.

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    1. I don't remember that at all, but I've seen you tell that story, and you always look just a little freaked out even now. I can't believe I didn't hear it - must have been sleeping deeply that night.

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  2. I completely understand. I had a 2 bedroom home and the back bedroom, just down a small hallway (door was able to be seen from my bed) I KNOW had something malicious in it. I could FEEL and SEE the darkness billowing out around the door, creeping across the ceiling. When I had to go in there (it was just me in the house by now-alone) I felt mad, sick, hatred and was usually temporarily blinded with red and black large polka dots (something I'd used in seeing auras but this def was not good). I'd sit up straight in the bed, right out of a dead sleep, and swear I heard...then saw...the doorknob to the back bedroom slowly turning. I developed more anxiety and then couldn't sleep. Now, from time to time I would see a little girl in a green flowing dress wandering around the house. She was playful so my girlfriend and I bought a new Oujui board so we could talk. Many don't believe in them but I think if you trust the person you are doing it with and not trying to do anything BAD with it then it's harmless. It's all in how you think about it. Well, she and I made contact with the little girl (she'd never seen the girl while at my house). She answered yes and no questions but it was obvious that she was too young to write as she couldn't spell. That night, my girlfriend saw the little girl standing next to her. She was very intuitive so she confirmed that the little girl was just playful and did little things around the house like push things off the shelf from time to time. I enjoyed having her 'company' as it made me feel better to think about her rather than that back bedroom. After I left the house, I never felt that feeling of sickness, dread, hatred, etc and the little girl probably stayed in the house waiting for her next guests.

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    1. That's freaking horrifying. I always felt just a little bit like my little girl helped to offset whatever else was there in that apartment. We had other things happen in that apartment too, but since they involved the kids more specifically, I didn't feel it was right to tell those stories here.

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